Sniffle
Even though tonight is one of those let-us-get-drunk-in-celebration-of-something-significant-happening-in-our-lives for everyone else I know (our store closing turned out to be a bigger deal than I thought) it is definitely one of those sit-at-home-in-silent-melancholy-slash-what-now? nights for me.
My reclusiveness is at an all time high this night. I secretly feel like crying. Which is why I hypothesized that the closing hit much closer than expected. My phone is dead and I don’t feel like plugging it in. I’m cold and I just want to curl up in my white comforter and sleep.
When will I have someone in my life that I can open up to? Nobody knows me.
Wah. Wah. Wah.