I am confused as to why my website is still working, why my hosting service says I’m paid through until next November, and why–if this is true–I was not asked which source of payment I wanted to use.
So confused right now.
Every time I listen to Mickey Avalon I have this huge desire to live that lifestyle: smoking cigarettes and blowing coke. It all goes back to that phrase I saw on that postcard:
I would rather be a messed up person, fixed, than to be a regretful person wondering how “messed up” would feel.
I understand how bad cigarettes are and obviously coke is not a healthy choice. Haha. Obviously. But I always have these huge desires to do horrible things even though they are totally out of character.
So, the question is, Will she buy a pack of cigarettes on her way out tonight or will the smarter voice in her head find some volume?
And everyone is rereading what they just read, checking the web address to make sure they are in the right place, but, yes, this is me. That girl you don’t really know.
Weight loss: -12.6 lbs
I miss Austin more and more every day.